Well, I am successfully uncertain. Uncertain about what? Practically everything which is extremely frustrating for an impatient person. I’m strenghtening my trust everyday that these uncertainties will work out, but it’s still hard. I guess what really scares me is how much freedom I have. I have nothing pulling me one way or the other right now, so I’m at a standstill. And why did all of this uncertainty have to come my senior year?? I need a break. To stop and evaluate what I’m doing, why I’m doing it, and where I’m going. I have no idea what form this break will come in, but I know it’s necessary. Freedom should be exciting and encouraging, so why is it that it actually enables more fear in me than excitement?
