Well I’ve made it two days in to my 21st birthday. No surprise there, it’s not like I thought I would go crazy with freedom and kill myself. All in all, my life hasn’t changed much in these two days. Found out my license is expired along with my debit card. Nice. I did receive these beautiful flowers from mama Coffman for my birthday. Bless her.
So this is what I’ve been struggling with this past week: Anger. No one likes an angry person, including themselves. I sure don’t like myself when I’m under a raging spell, so I’m trying trying trying to have peace throughout this situation I’m going through. Last month when the direction of my life changed courses rather painfully, I was hurt. I mean DEEPLY hurt. So the only way I knew how to heal the hurt was to engulf myself in the Word. It still amazes me how good God is. He understands my pain. He fills any void I may have. It’s exciting to see how much my faith is growing in just a month. I have a constant desire to seek after God that I haven’t had in a LONG time. My comfort zone was shifted….but for good reason. I believe God does have a plan for my life and it is GOOD. It is GREAT. Now’s the time to let my faith flourish so His plan can come in to fruiton.
And we know that God causes everything to work together for the good of those who love God and are called according to his purpose for them. *Romans 8:28*
Now that is a promise I can stand on.
